It came out of nowhere, that bridge,
A rusted anomaly in trees that had devoured the fields before
Metal bridges began.
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Along we come,
A rusty Bondo-ed auto that should be a memory, but
Lives beyond its time.
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So we arrive at the end of
The unpaved road encapsulated by buckthorn,
Where the bridge begins.
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We brake at the edge,
My car and I, who came exploring, nothing more,
As we often do.
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Face to face with the bridge,
Rusty bolts, hornet nests in the arch, foxtail in the girders,
Barely standing, beyond its time.
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We sit there,
Engine clanking, spouting exhaust, thinking about options,
Even when there really are none.
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I put the auto in reverse,
Three-on-a-tree, in and up from neutral,
Hook my arm on the seat back.
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The road is not as straight as I remember.
Steering reverses in reverse; we swing back and forth,
Skimming the soft gutters.
.
No springs, no struts,
The road feels wilder going backwards,
Lunar regolith.
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We explore where we’ve just been, slowly.
Sporadic elms, balding, reach over, hanging on
Beyond their expected lifetime.
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Jewelweed brushes the car door.
Thick snakes of bittersweet girdle the trees.
Now heat through the metal roof.
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Crank down the window.
Black flies and exhaust rush in.
Crank up the window.
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The clutch slips;
The auto bucks and stalls
Here. Nowhere.
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Start ‘er up.
Gas petal down, spitting dust from behind,
Back forward to the bridge.
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Okay, my mother bridge,
Our lives depend on your deck:
Mesh held together by old pitch.
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Willing the auto to skim like a skater,
Propelled by speed and second gear,
We let out a scream and go.